wake up in the middle of the night
blow your nose
go back to bed
sweat through the hours
half sleep
get up again at 5 am
drink hot liquids
eat eggs
dream about your success
make it colourful and witty
eat a banana
use google
change your underwear frequently
change all your passwords
make a word document
lay down a little
smoke something
stare out the window
pace
find a nice pace
pace yourself
drink something over 80 proof
make some notes
make friends with the delete key
go outside
go for a walk
make friends outside
go to someones house for dinner
who you have just met
let them talk and talk
eat as much as you can
go home satisfied
you’ve got it now,
you’ve got the feeling
the momentum
the drive and desire
you’re a genius
you’ve got a head cold
you’re delirious
go back to bed
sweat through the hours,
poor troubled genius.